Wednesday, September 29, 2010

I saved them all.


"Next time kena study betul-betul apa yang dia nak, baru cantik kerja kan? Ok la tu. At least we learned somthing new for a better tomorrow, kan?

"Ok. Belajar rajin-rajin. Ingat Allah."

"suke la tuh!"

"Waa.. Tahniah.. Study smart.."

"InsyaAllah.. Do ur best je.. Usaha dah tinggal tawakkal je.. InsyaAllah boleh buat.. Kene tambah yakin kat diri je.. hehe.. buat yang termampu ye.. "

"Selamat hari lahir ke 20.. Moga hari ni lebih baik drpd semalam. Pengalaman lepas jadi satu pelajaran, selalu buat yang terbaik untuk masa depan.. hehe.. Love u too.."

"Hehe. Dah makin tua ye."


Sometimes, you can ignore my messages. In times I needed you, or just needed your reply. You can ignore tens of missed calls I made. How should I not doubt who am I to you?

Those...are the ones that made me so excited. A single word can lighten up my whole day. So I saved them. But who am I to you?

Bila jumpa, macam tiada apa yang berlaku. Kita gembira, kan? Apa-apa yang berlaku, I used to be the last to know. Nak tolong apa-apa, I'm not worth to be asked for. And I don't have anything good to share, to buy for you. Like if I'm gone, I don't think that would make much difference. To any..any of you..

Takpelah. Yang penting, tiada orang yang akan didahului dalam hidup, kecuali anda semua. Dia pun bukan, dia tiada hak lagi nak diisi dalam hati kecuali kalian. Walaupun 'dia' pada kamu semua, mungkin keutamaannya lebih tinggi berbanding diri ini. 'Dia' pada kamu semua, mungkin lebih ditakuti hilang berbanding diri ini.

Who are you to me?
Everything.
Everything selepas Allah dan Rasul.



I love you.


5 comments:

  1. Dia pun bukan, dia tiada hak lagi nak diisi dalam hati kecuali kalian?

    dah ada ke?

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  2. you are worth to be asked for. And you always have something good to share,and to buy for us kan? and that would make so much difference, if you gone.. To any..any of us..
    :))

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  3. Eh! Angah punya msg pun ada dalam ni. Wahhh terharunya...heheh.

    To each family, love is unique and complex.

    Keep up the good work, precious gem.

    Alhamdulillah!

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  4. em. Semua orang akan ada si 'dia' dalam hidup, kan. samaada dah ada ke belum, itu rahsia hati :)

    alang+angah : I believe actions speak louder than words :) Hope to erase that doubt away soon.

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