Is that me?

From Curran & Renzetti (2000), in an article Social Problems, they made a view of people living in modern cities:

Some sociologists also believe that people who live in the cities are surrounded by others who tend to be indifferent and impersonal. Everyone tends to shut out others around them or loosen the traditional social bounds. Thus, they do not rely on each other on a personal level, are less apt to develop personal relationships or even practice discrimination. Such social structural living conditions tend to increase the likelihood of its people developing mental heath problems such as depression.

Urgh. The bold ones. In some angles, these sentences reflect my personality. And I often depressed just suddenly. I mean, the tears just flowing too hard. While hiding the crying sound from being noticed by people around, the feeling just hit my chest so violently. And I don't know why. After a few minutes, it will just stop. Now, is that a kind of mental health problem? Eww.

People always know me as an independent person. That I often eat alone, walk alone, do most of the things alone. And one can hardly ask me to be her company, which I've been longing for.

And I do, find a bit problem to develop a personal relationship. I mean, a close, intimate one.

Now, am I being hit with the crisis?

Ok. I'm not confiding anything here. If you know me, then you know me. The end.

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This thing just crossed my mind while I'm doing a practice for EAP. The quotation above is in one of the articles I need to summarize. And I suprisingly found it just like who am I, after a few times searching for the points.

p/s: EAP final test will be on this Maulidur Rasul. Pray for my friends, and I :)